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Yesterday was a fun day: I got to Dalaran! :D

Today ended in a desaster: I took the wrong exit and fell down, really really reeeaaaally deep down = death.
Fine, talk to the spirit healer ^____^

Got resurrected, everything was fine again.
Then a wolf came and ate me O.o

Okay, no problem. Somehow get back to the graveyard of Dalaran and get resurrected there, that should solve that problem.

Wrong.

Back to the wolf that had been waiting for me O.o;
So the wolf ate me twice.
That place s too dangerous...too dangerous...*shudders*

You scare my cow! *cries*

'k, I'm motivated.
Anyways........I hope I can fall asleep before midnight today. *yawns* Imma a bit tired. And lazy. The plan is to only play warcraft at the weekend, and in the meantime I may get some "work" done I'm procrastinating for awhile now *cough* update fanfictions *cough*

Darn that! Yes mom, I'll be done in.....30 minutes. *blah* Before I'll just rant random things I shall stop here now.
C ya ^^

Ficlet-thingy
Prompt: "fractions" from sukiarin

"Can I come with you? I heard you still need someone to-"
"No way!"
"Bu-"
"You're always tellin' crap- aliens, bogfoot, ghosts-"
"But-"
"Crazy!"
"But there was really a ninja ghost in the toilet!!"

Unwanted
Expelled

"Did you see that Gaz?! It was so-"
"- incredibly stupid only a four year old retard and someone like you would fall for it!"
"B-"
"NO 'but's!!"

In between worlds, you turn to the light

"You have to have a look at it! I got rea proof of-"
"Real science is teaching us that something like your non-scientifical interests don't exist. And even if there is something like extraterrestrial live, an encounter with one of those beings is very unlikely. This, son, is the only necessary and reliable proof of your actual insanity!"
"...alien life."

Your only hope, that is-

"Take that shot Dibworm!"
"Zim, you're not really aiming a banana at me, are you?"
"NEVER! This is just an ingenious disguise for my latest invention that will turn every human creature into a fruit- of evil DOOM!"
"Keep on dreamin' Zim."

The greates aim
is not to believe
and pushed aside.

"Open up your eyes man, it's no human! Zim's an alien!! He has red eyes and green skin, but no nose or ears!!!"
"I don't see anything strange there."
"Give up Dib meat, your species is too ignorant to see the end of everything standing in front of them!"

Marked for life
you still strive after
what you don't get

"Why do you even fight? There's no one to fight for, they don't even want to be protected!"
"They're my people."
"And that's an excuse for everything? To treat you like waste and not as a living being? If you were so smart you think you are you'd already figured this out!"
"I- I know."

you've never had

"Those people don't deserve your presence, only one does...me. Don't waste your potential for those goons."
"Hope they will know whom they've lost when they figure out that I'm gone. For now...show me space."

License #2
"Dib²"

As I promised you can read my ramble today. Here. At this place.

So, maybe this chap wasn't that funny at all...I don't know, comedy is hard to write.
You should know that reality isn't funny as well.

I'm glad I re-read my journal before I typed the rest of this chap, I almost forgot a little detail. But it's not that important.
Right now I don't feel like telling you much- what I should mention thought that even if I took some things from my experiences I made some things up as well.

Yep.

I should start typing something else, I like the story I have come up with =3

Your Fault 13
"One self is not enough"

Heya! =3

Okay. Yeah, I admit that this chap was a bit weird, and I don't blame you if you didn't get what I wanted to say at all.

My intension was...to write about the things that make this life so miserable plus the things I detest on TV.
Ring tones are terrible! I know why I don't have a cell phone!

Before I forget...in the first part about the man hating his job- "Robinson" was born out of a joke.
"At my work place we're all like Robinson (Crusoe) - we're all waiting for (Man) Friday to come". XD

Ah...okay. The next chap will be return to the actual story, don't worry.

Now to my notes ^____________^





 

Incomplete

I don't know why but I was so incredibly sad when I wrote this one. It's true, I cried a little.
There's some kind of weird feeling inside of me- it's not only the sadness but also the question why I am so touched by this at all. It's like I wasn't really here.

When I listened to this song the pictures simply came over me, giving me a wave of grief.
As always when I'm down I didn't have to fix much of it.

Here's a song for the Tallests.


 

translation: "I'm catching fire"

"Sometimes things aren't the way
you imagined them to be
but better.
Sometimes it only matters that
I don't think to much but forget
Switch on the lights

I'm catching fire
I'm able to walk on water
I scream out loud
I'm catching fire
and can fly over the sea now.

Hold on to me
'cause the wind will turn now
it's going to be a stormy day
our lives are going to finally start.
If spring is over,
summer is about to start.
Our lives long
Our lives long

The truth is only for idiots
let's lie
just for one day
I'll only let me catch
then only by life
If I was a pilot
we'd never land
Switch on the engines

I'm catching fire
I'm able to walk on water
I scream out loud
I'm catching fire
and can fly over the sea now.

Hold on to me
'cause the wind will turn now
it's going to be a stormy day
our lives are going to finally start.
If spring is over,
summer is about to start.
Our lives long
Our lives long

I'm catching fire
I'm catching fire
(...)"

Your Fault 12
"Filling the gaps" (it's still rated M people)

Here's an update of this one ^^

Meh, I'm so lazy right now. All I'm going to tell you is that- if your wonder how I came up with the names for taller Irkens: some were inspired by license tags I've seen the other day. - The Kleak mentioned there isn't the one I played in the rp.

If you think you found a mistake about Xaroki, don't hesitate and tell me for I already detected this one XD

What else..?

I used the Invader Zim wiki for research on how soldiers look like. I'm not used to the other IZ web page yet!

The room...or how I shall call it Red wakes up in at the end of the chapter was inpsired by a novel we were forced to read in the 9th grade. Darn that educational system! I didn't want to, in fact I detest it to do something forcefully!

Since I'm nearly done now and I've already put in a lot of links I'm gonna put in something else.
I'll share my first DA pic with you =3

Ficlet-thingy
Prompt: "perfume" from

sukiarin

The following day Dib positioned in front of Zim before class, under his eyes were small rings.
"Do I stink today, spaceboy?"
Zim fawned with his hand in front of his face,
"Yeah. Horrible!"

Glycerine, water, ...and...uh- appleblossoms.

"What about today, huh?", Dib asked again; the rings under his eyes had grown bigger the last night and he was tired. Zim thought about this for a moment then finally said,
"Better- though Zim still smells human!"
"Human? I'm supposed to smell like a human, I am a human!", he stomped away grinding his teeth.

Glycerine, water, ...raspberry!

A weak smile on the face and with great rings under the eyes Dib asked the next day in class,
"Now Zim... what now?" The Irken shook his head,
"Bad, very bad- worse than your previous attempt!", Zim laughed, victory already in his mind. Angrily Dib grabbed his collar and pulled him close. Another sleepless night wouldn't be good for his health and state of mind-
"What?! Then tell me what's 'good'!"
"Don't dare it to touch Zim inferior pig creature!", Zim glared back whacking the boy so he got released. The teacher who had watched the play silently up till now meddled into their little argument,
"Zim, Dib- detention! Be silent I don't get paid for putting up with all your childish behaviour!"
Both went quiet for now, only exchanging the usual threats later.

Very very tired Dib went to work.

Glycerine, water, ...orange-something...

Dib's head hit the table quite hard, he didn't say anything as Zim was checking his new creation.
"Much better though not perfect yet-"
He would've freaked out by now but Dib was simply too exhausted for anything. He endured every class and eventually scuffed home. Another night was going to be spent to create the one fragrance the Irken had to fall for. And it was time for a shower to clear the worn mind as well for the smell to be pure on the clean skin.

Feeling all fresh and relieved he re-entered his room to catch something unpleasant at first sight.
"Hi Dib-thing.", Zim sat in the boy's chair without his disgiuse, smirking. He hold a long vial in his claws, maybe a test tube.
Dib made a face at this. To face your enemy only clothed in a big towel is pretty bad indeed.
"Zim...I don't know what you really want here but- go. Leave me, I'm occupied with something else than your...games- unless this IS already one of your mind games, isn't it?", he recapitulated all events of the last days. Zim's grin got wider.
"Zim decided to go you a little help human otherwise you'll never get it-", he walked over to Dib and took a some liquid out of the vial and levigated it on his claws.
Dib backed away. To no avail. Zim pounced on him and put the liquid on Dib's arms and the back.
"What the heck are you- doing to me?!", the human shrieked as Zim was done and sniffed extensive at him, "And what shall this be-?!", he asked confused getting tired again when the Irken hugged him happily.

"Now you smell good...Zim won't let you go anytime soon human...Dib."

Slowly losing his strength again Dib leaned into the embrace mumbling to Zim before closing his eyes completely,

"Oh...great- if you don't mind I'd pass out now- I'm too tired...for...anything-"

Your Fault #11
"Always eat your fruits and veggies!" (fiction rated M so click at your own risk, duh!)


Okay, so here it goes.
This was already finished some months ago... at the beginning of February precisely. Blame the mean computer that I couldn't update until now! Why had your stupid graphics card to break, huh? *argh*

Enough of this, I got a new computer last month but it took me up till now to type it. Yes. I was embarrassed of myself. How could I write such things? O_o I know what you all want to know- I get interviewed by a reporter (Q).

 

Yes. I don't know what made me write this but maybe my subconsciousness knows more about that. Try to ask it. X3

Nah, anyways...I wanna say sorry for what I made Gir say in the previous chaps >_______< It was all my bad...I didn't know the meaning of those words at that time O_o Gir is still- cute and rather innocent than the words I made him say! Excuse me please!

Random facts:

- I hadn't been that random about the bananas. When I came up with it it had been random, but then I had a new idea; in the end of the chap Zim should use them for some kind of slapstick trick - like: putting the banana peels somewhere so the ones chasing them would trip and so on... eventually I decided against this.

- "Like that human once said, a war of every man against every man, and that there'd be no rules meant that there's no law or injustice- ":
In that part I was referring to a quote by Thomas Hobbes: "To this war of every man against every man, this also in consequent; that nothing can be unjust. The notions of right and wrong, justice and injustice have there no place. Where there is no common power, there is no law, where no law, no injustice. Force, and fraud, are in war the cardinal virtues." I'm embarrassed of mixing up Hobbes, Locke and Rousseau all the time =/

- In case you believe this chap was bad, then... it won't get better. in February I was nearly done with it when my inspiration left me D= so I had to write the last lines on the computer...something I'm not used to anymore. I write on paper at first and then I type it into the computer XD In this context I'd like to announce that I've begun to write the 2nd chap of "License", and I guess I settled down about the order of the last scene so I hope I can post it soon (but wait, I still have to write it!)

Okay, mom was reminding me of shutting down the computer- it's already late here.
Before I leave for today I wanna say somethin'

I miss you soooooooo badly!
I'm sorry if my poem was way too corny >____> so sorry. All I wanted to say was "Happy birthday"-
Since you're probably away & I don't know when you'll be back I'd like to say... Have all possible fun in the universe!
Bye... Buzzy. Come back soon (please)!

I have been tagged. OMG XD Meme taken from wannabuysome (to be honest, I have been tagged X3)

25 things I want to accomplish.

#1 Walk at least 5000 steps every day (for beginners) - 8000 steps (advanced level) - more than 10000 (for pros)

#2 Make the computer my friend.

#3 Leanr the HTML codes.

#4 Learn the CSS thingy.

#5 Find my place in the world.
-> my "calling", the job that fits me

#6 Lose some weight. I want to fit into a pair of black pants, damnit! And I want to fit into this t-shirt. Mehe, I already did that XD I fit in the t-shirt, and even my pants get a little wider ^^ Whoohoo, victory! ^^






In case I'll fail I want to keep at least my current weight ^____^

#7 Beat my laziness.

#8 Improve my English. To know the vocab is a good start but... (I've been better once >__> *darn*)

#9 Complete a Pokédex in at least one of my games. I always *failed* at this since I couldn't trade with myself (but now I can :D)

#10 Try to relearn Russian (or choose another language...there are so many interesting ones [but the computer language is already one] Hm... *ponders*).

#11 Give the person I like a real (offline) *hug* =3

#12 Never let the hope in the good in the world die forever. Maybe I'm just too idealistic and all this is just an illusion-

#13 Find out how screwed up I'm really are (not in the way of an amusing online quiz but...what grandma did). I wonder how much my behaviour is influenced by these 5 years in my early childhood...

#14 Find my knowledge gaps and fill them (with concrete XD no, with knowledge).

#15 Be able to always fight (figuratively, I don't plan to have a fight with someone else and hurt this person) for the things and people that are important to me no matter how bad and doomed the situation seems to be (in other words... don't let the bad thoughts rule my entire life).

#16 See the world. Go and travel to other places. Meet interesting people and learn ^___^

#17 Be a better friend to my friends in the real life...and write letters even if I don't feel like replying them. I'm sorry Sophie, Alexandra. I really am.

#18 Beat my irrational fears.

#19 Learn an effective sewing technique. Heh, I *can* sew but why should I waste precious time when I could be faster? *lol*

#20 Design a "Grammar Police" uniform (and then sew it ^^). I'm not sure whether I should try to make another costume as well...guess I'd make a bad Prof. Membrane, don't you think so? XD

#21 Learn how to read musical scores.

#22 Learn to play an instrument. No *flute*

#23 Learn to cook other things than just *plain* spaghettis XD

#24 Learn to accept and like every part of me. No exceptions.

#25 Learn to make my own icons. (Oh yeah! XD)

How important is religion in your daily life?